Tuesday, November 10, 2009,
Yup ... I Back Bloggin..
Really busy with work nowaday ...
Seldom Have time for frens
Seldom have time for myself
Seldom have time for relaxin n fun
I miss the way I have fun with my loves ones..
Cos I feel damn tired with alots of stuff
I need a pillar ..
Mayb this feelin is just for a time being lah ...
LOL ...
but ya ...
I wanna have a relaxin facial and spa ... woohoo !!!
LOVE LOVE LOVE <3
可惜你不在 <3
Tuesday, October 13, 2009,
我不想再勇敢下去
我要把我想说的话 都告诉他
至少我想对他说的 我已告诉他了
我变了 但还是要加油
不管结果是什么样
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Monday, October 5, 2009,
I seem to be Missing Out Alots of stuffs with my frenx ...
Really alots ...
lookin at their blog .. ya they are havin alot of fun ...
envious ... ???
Kinda tense up ....
thinking hard ... Am I able to do this or do that ...???
doubts doubts and more doubts ....
i thou... this few of my frenx will able to listen to me sometime ...
but lik wat i notice , they are very very very much busy ....
lik wat LK said...
"u treat fren too nice , they will treat u lik shit ... "
perharps .... mayb i'm worst than shit tat they dun even giv a damn to care ...
Monday, September 28, 2009,
Crisis . ... This few days,I was trying very hard to improve myself ...
But things seem to be not workin ... perharp i didn try hard enough ...
I was not good enough ...
Like what they say .. I was too stubborn
not initiative enough ...
not aggressive enough ...
not capable enough ...
Sometime is not that I dun have any emotional uprise ..
It just that ...
there's is sometime blockin my emotional veins ...
not allowin myself to lose control or break down ...
I just dun like the feelin of other pitying me ...
Cos i know tat cryin won't help ... I still need to face it ..
it just that the timing is different wheather i break down anot ...
I dun allow myself to break down in front of anyone again ...
I want to be in my best image ...
Frenz ...
Sometimes, this fren often make me feel that ...
he/she is finding out some information from me by callin me...
but everytime i see his/her name on my phone ... i was delighted ...
cos thou we are busy, at least he/she still rmb me ...
but often ... the conversation was like, as wat i said ...he finding out some truth from me ....
fren can good and bad ..
also ...
can be true and fake ...
but i still trust him alots ...
hope he my true n good fren ....
Changes...
I use to be easily jealous toward the guy i admire ...
but now ...
mayb i admire this current guy ...
i know hw to control my jealousy ... prevent it to overcome my mood ...
i did it .. but everything seem numb ...
seem dead ....
i seem to be lockin the door inside my heart ...
i lose the key for the emotional door ...
i thou it will be better for me to be like this ...
but ...
i realise ... i need to have my emotional back ...
wheather angry ... sad ... disappointment ....happy ...
i gonna find em back ...
Im findin the key back ...
I really trying very hard to improve...
I really hope somebody will notice ...
but to no vain ....
gonna try HARDED
I'm Totally Stress Up ...
Friday, September 11, 2009,
ALICIA'S 19TH BELATED BIRTHDAY IN PHUTURE ...
(^^,)
PHOTO WILL BE UPLOAD SOON ...
I LOVE U ALICIA TAN ... MY 7YRS BEST FREN!!!
Thursday, September 10, 2009,
AFTER
BEFORE
Thursday, September 3, 2009,
演着一场无声的电影
没人注意 躲着回忆的生体
带领我和你的名字 向前进
作废的曾经留在离开你
那天挥不去
因为太了解
所以很伤心
没有你
只好听着风的呼吸
却有种 叫做时间的东西 说没问题 最后我们会痊愈
因为太了解
我无法坚定
这一次
会要掉眼泪的决定 有些遗憾 只能一个人听
很对不起
我还是珍惜所有的事情
Mayb YES ... Mayb NO ...
Im just so unhappy with myself ...
I need his warmth ...
How I wish he's standing beside me ...
holdin my hand ...
*Good Nitex*
