SHAN & MARK
( my hair is so messy OMG )

It been a last donkey years i've seen this guy lah ...
He back from phillipines and will fly back tml .... LOL he's back here for his vacation ...
MISS HIM SO MUCH LAH ....
MISS THE CRAPS WE HAVE IN SEC SCH ...
MISS THE DAYS WE HAVE IN BAND , WHEN WE LAUGH & CRY TGT LAH ...
MISS HIS FUNNY EXPRESSIONS AND MANY MANY THINGS LAH ...
OMG ...
We talked alots with alicia ,leepIng , talked bout his life now in overseas , his study and friend ...
But he say he still misses the days in singapore ... haha
i do miss his laughter too lah ... and do so talk bout us also haha ...
And we do still talk craps just now haha , that wat we usually do haaha ..
hummp he be back to phillipines tml .... SADDXXX LAH ....
look forward for his next reurn to singapore than ...
YOU'LL BE MISS BY ME DE ... MR MARK BRIAN LOL ...

Went for dance lesson today , hummp the first lesson ...
It was not as easy as i thought lol and the warm-up was tired .. more tough than my NAFA test ...
LOL i not weak okay , but it really tired lah ... hummp ...
learn the first few steps , seem to be abit retarded .... lol
hummp ...
Actually now my leg aching ... haha ... and just now when dancing abit cramp lol ...
And the dance steps , hummp can rmb lah , just need to be more sharp and need more energy los ...
okok jiaYou for the dance and singin ...
OMG Still Dunno Singin Wat Songs For Audition ... STRESS LAH ...
And Charissa sorry for sendin u the project so late lol ...<3


这一种想放下却放不下的感觉 ...
让我觉得自己很没用 ...
我却只能含着泪 ...
不让你看见我流泪得样子...

School today , have practical lesson ... LOL
seem like so long since I have my last practiical lesson ...
Hummp , we havin waxing for today therapy , i'm the model lol ...
IT WAS PAINFUL ... haha but soon the feeling feel numb le , cos it was done on my whole leg ....
actually only half leg but .. but weird leh ... lower part of my leg no hair than upper -part of my leg got hair lol ... so i ask Charissa and Fatyn to do the upper leg also .. thank arh gals <3>
After i'm done with the waxing , joanna wan wax her hand , than me and Charissa help her .
Charissa doing a great job but me was like BLUR BLUR DE LOS ... cos mayb first time doing , quite nervous actually , and it was not easy as i though ... sorry joanna lol , her hand was red lah cos i didn't do a good job ....

After school wait for that stupid BUS 31 ... it was so crowded los ...
than Charissa , Tiffany , XueYin and me took cab to interchange instead LOL ...
AT least faster lah ... say bye to Xueyin and Charissa ...
tiffi and me go buy bubble tea , actually is accompany her go buy los , still got buy fries , tempted me to eat los ...
hummp .. CANNOT CANNOT HAVIN SORE THROAT , MUS 'REN' LOL ....
back home at 8 plus , online and mayb doin some project thing los ...

PAPER2 TML , GC

这一种想爱却不能爱的感觉 ...

让我把你当成回忆 ...

我却只能把你 ...

把你当成电影重播着看 ...

MY GALLERY LOL

Back to school , 2 projects need to be done ... -_-" ( SLO & PM )
And thank los , havin a bad flu AGAIN ... and some more whole day in air-con room , gonna make me breathless in class ... Didn't talk much in class today , cos dun have the mood ... -_-"
Today everything seem SO borin to me , dunno why ... hummp ...
Gonna make my day better tml ...
Many ppls say i look more and more like kid ... hummp thank arh , i take this as a compliment than LOL ...
Hummp , went to TM after school , accompany Joanna go buy thing ... than jiu split le ...
Than Dex' called me to go eat , ask me wait for him at tamp than he come fetch me ... Dot los , he was so slow sia .... He drive a car today LOL ... eat with one of his girl-fren an guy-fren ... Than they left after we have chatted for awhile ...
So Dex' drove me home los , reach home at about 8.45pm i think ...
Tml school at 9am ... think can wake up lah ...


这一种想见不能见的伤痛..
让我对你的思念越来越浓..
我却只能把你..
把你放在我心中... (^^,)

没沉默 我却有种心痛
猜不透 你心里想什么
我的感情 为你失去了自由
要多久 就算是爱 我想解脱

再见说在额头 原来泪也会痛
倒流心中怎么麻醉也没用
深呼吸一分鐘 爱突然的词穷
你狠狠甩开我沉默的手彷彿就剧终
草戒指在手中 像句点的沉默
明天 以后 爱变成了问候
爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂
最后你要自由
忘了温柔要套在手中
到最后 该不该回头
如果我开口 爱继续往前走
幸福听着分开的借口

看生命　像阵风　抱不住的痛　所以紧握双手抬起头　
那流星般的笑容　只不过　坠落在心中天空会裂缝　
我肩头　添上的爱那麽久　
就不怕　滂沱用眼泪庆贺　
跨过了　坚信这一扇门后　
真的有　天国

所有回忆都要摧毁
还给你的都要加倍
我看不见 你说的后悔
我不在乎 你的感觉
你的抱歉 你最后的纪念
木桩的蔷薇 倔强的凋谢
走到终点 如果熄灭
残缺世界 一片黢黑
残酷边缘 冒险终结

IT MEANINGFUL ... :) <3

请不要再说你是真的对我好 。。。
我已不是从前的我了，
我开始懂得保护自己，
不再让爱情伤害我
我长大了 ！！！ ：）

JUST A SIMPLE & SWEET SMILE ....

i like picture 3 but his face abit blur omg ..

This is my number 70 post ...
LOL it will increase as days past ...

Went school today , miss my fren in school sia haha , than we started BDM practical ... so excited and karine's run light due to tracy's un-approapriate blanket covering haha ... but this is our first time anyway ... (^^,)
Than meet Meifen's , OMG super super super long never see her le los ... miss her like hell haha !!!
She'a one of the very ahLian prefect in secondary school , hummp include me lah ... lol ...
gonna meet up again arh LIUMEIFEN ... <3

Than after school i meet Mandy , she acc me to do my hair ... thank her lotx haha ...
myab now she still decidin on some issue ... which really crack her minnd de haha ....
MANDY , CHANGE HAIRSTYLE LAH ... HAHA ...<3

So another of my thursday is gone .... ..... .... .... .... ....

TAKE 1 ....TAKE 2 ....

WHAT MY NAME MEAN ...???

What ShanShan Means ...

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

>IMPROVE MY SINGING

>BE PERFORMING SINGER/DANCER

>STUDY OVERSEAS

>IMPROVE MY DANCE

>NEW PHONE

>PORTFOLIO OF MINE

>BE A PIANIST