Saturday, May 31, 2008,
haiz .. decision ??
Been thinkin lots of thing for the past few days ...
keep reminding mi of the gal use to be his love , dunno hu the gal is but the words he say bout her crave in my mind ...
i know tat i'm nt the important one but i wish to be one somedays .... really ...
I try to be by his side as much as i can but he just does not seem to care , wheather if i'm around , he just does not seem to care , like tat a feelin tellin me
" IT the sAMe "I should stop all this le ba , i think it will be the best for mi ba since he does nt even care , than why should i still holdin on to it ... and it might stop myself runnin wild with all kind of stupid imagination ba ...
But it been so long le , it really hard to say let go than let go ... WTH , why should i accounted all this stupid incident ...
sometime really hate myself for suffering on all this incident los , if all this nv start i will still be the gal i use to be , who like to smile more than puttin a dao face on ....
Thou all has already happen , wat i can i do ...
think i should just remain myself till
everything has been forgotten ,
but now the problem is
can i do it ??
or i should just stop myself from loving anyone ba ...
can i still love you , i really dunno , really ...
