15062010
After hearin what you has said in e office today,
Say that I insist not to let you go when u say u can't commit..
I realise there's nothing as Forever or Trust ...
There's nothing as LOVE ..
I was thinking, why am I the only one feeling upset and breaking down for the break up of this relationship.
I thought u will be at least feeling abit Down or watever, but yeah i WAS wRONG..
I thought you do at least feel something but i was wrong...
Anyway, everything was only what i thought, what i assume, wasn't I ...
XS was right, I was too silly to think that I do mean something to you, and think that there is a place for me IN YOUR HEART...
I dunno if i should laugh out loud or cry out loud...
" CHUA SHAN SHAN, WHAT A DUMB GIRL YOU ARE HAHAZ"
You are just acting a show with me all along izzit???
I dunno how you feel, you never tell me nor show me ...
Seriously, I dun hate you nor blame you on anything...
i'll just blame myself for giving out my 100% <3> And you know what, till now I still hope you'll give me a call or message ... Yeah, I told you I was Dumb right...
I THINK I should remain single, I hate the feeling of watching the backview of my <3 ones leaving me behind and walking away from me ...
Ok, we can still be friend like we used to be
But I need time..
Cos I REALLY IN LOVE WITH U, everything is not a show .. get it?
ps: After reading C_ _ _ _ _ _ _'s Blog, I feel very uneasy
I become sensitive, I became to think alots of thing and scene that I imagine ..
SHAN 不完美
ABOUT ME
S H A N ~ JOANNE
20 APRIL 1990
ARIES Gal
Loves SINGING
SIMPLE IS SWEET !!
SO Love Me For Who I AM ..
