I didn't realise that my First Love end like this.
All along I mean nothing at all,
he choose to give me up
he choose to left me behind
he choose to hurt me
I always thought that my love for him has not even reach 70%,
but actually it more than i expected ...
I'm holding on to this relationship
I tryin my best to give watever I can
But I get nothing left now ...
I lost him
I lost my dream
I dun want it to end
I dun want him to turn his back at me
I dun want him to leave me behind
I just want a Simple Relationship with him
But he make everything become so complicated
he has alot of un-settled stuff, thing that he seem to unable to settle forever.
I dunno why, but i really want to know why
I always wait for him to tell me more about himself about e problem he facing..
I always tell him I want to know more about him
But he promise n say nothing
That day I just want to have a face to face talk with you,
But you push me away..
u ignore me
u doesn't care about me
u didn't even care to take a look at me
The feeling was SUX
It a feeling of bein abandon BY YOU
Watchin your backview
I dunno why are u treating me this way
The guy ...
who used to hold my hand n tell me to follow u
who used to hug me n make me feel important
who used to say "I Love You" to me
who used to say "I'm Sorry, I can't accompany u"
who used to say "Message me when u reach home"
who used to give all his care n concern to me
who used to give me a Goodbye Kiss on my lip everyday who used to webcam with me till midnite
who used to surprised me on my birthday
who used to protect me with his un-romantic way
Has vanished ... ...
We Promise to have a Pair of Couple Tees
We Promise to go Batam together
You forgotten everything ..
I dun want to cry in front of my friends
I dun want em to worry for me But, I still can't let go of him, let go of this relationship
* You ask me to let u go and I did
I just want You to be Happy
SHAN 不完美
ABOUT ME
S H A N ~ JOANNE
20 APRIL 1990
ARIES Gal
Loves SINGING
SIMPLE IS SWEET !!
SO Love Me For Who I AM ..
